Sunday, May 20, 2007
Life lately has been vexing. Complicated. Miserable. Im blasting the room with my mum's laptop's pathetic speakers. Burning authentic cds off my cheap blank ones... Who actually cares and gives a damn to artistic rights when you can get it free off the fraudy net. Nevermind me, i don't know why im crapping upsetting arsehole remarks:D As i said , " Screwed up is my name".
After my caretaker left, as i can predict, I will totally be bombarded with irrevelant household chores. THAT only meant im gonna lose all my life essence, die with calloused hands, undone dishes at my death bed and worse, a decayed and decomposing body. Oh, whatever. Who cares?! I don't ...why should anyone ?!*except someone... HEH... I know you know but you act like you don't...keep guessing and you'll never will. losers.*
I failed a horde of subjects, name it and you get it. I don't have a reason to feel proud or mighty. Now i get my wish fufilled. I have a thousand reasons why i should hate myself and wake up to reality. Sue me. My life is dark and misty, im an emo. How did i end up this way? I asked myself a million times, what do i get?! Nothing but disappointments and frustration. My path is deterred with countless of impossible obstacles. Im never gonna make it to a collage. With my disgusting results, enough to wipe arses. I can forget about my ambitions and dreams I once held high in estacy. Even so, I won't do drugs. * wth, just kidding*
Haha this is my last post on this layed out blog. Im always delaying the birth of my new blog. I can never exhibit it as long as my life is dedicated to the cleaniness of my freaking pig-sty-look-a-like room. All is not lost. Perseverance is the key to success. *Gosh, is this peer influence?*
No-offence Corner.* points down*
Josie , Imma gonna dedicate this WHOLE para to you. Just wanna tell you after all the years that you suck. Lol. HELL YEAH, i rawk u not! Sue me, i like jestering with your name, or maybe not, jeering. *kiddin*HOLD ON, Gonna remind you how many things we promised to do. Anyway, i still feel that i cant get freaking over primary school life...YYY?! you better spare time for sbsp and ME. or we will be best homies NO MORE. *seriously... i hate my jokes too...lol * Lets go to the concert except how to get the tix...?! No age limit, so you need not get too particular with it. MILLIONS went ,even retarded teenagers were confronted during the commercials. Cant say their mentality were actually what they seem to look like...lmao. They screwed sbsp reputation. so must go for the concert . SAVE HIS FUTURE!!! It makes a diff. :-)
*dream*@8:27 AM
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Monday, April 30, 2007
Im so bashed out... i slogged home after tution. Its like walking in a typhoon with flood drowning the whole road. Traffic blockage. Whatever, didn't get that either. Im gonna be studious tommorrow, revise all my model essays and a bit of here and there. You-know, this that, yeah, messy but efficient. The only thing i can ever recall being proud of this year is my math test, a mere 45/50. That caused me one huge sickening price. I HAD to pay a price for it. ALL thanks 2 Mr lee who thinks its PERFECTLY normal to go happy over nothing but something not yours. Retarded and embarrassing. I just wanna live it but misery loves me. I guess that's gonna be all for TODAY. Im starting to realize the formation of love in our notorious class...its like spring after winter where all the flowers start blooming, representing love.
I don't have any intention of pin-pointing anyone, im just starting pure facts:D toodles.
*dream*@9:42 AM
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
I'm NOT a sexist or whatsoever.Girls rules! Anyway, its just cause i only hang out with my girl classmates more often. SO WHAT?! I love vandalising school property. haha. My bad.!NEWSFLASH!
ore20th April 2007- String. Orchestra conquered GOLD! Yay , now i love my cca more than EVER. Frankly speaking, i don't know why i used to condemn it for whatever weird reason. THAT was past:D NOW, ilove string m than ever.
BACK TO REALITY
I am aware that i don't post as regularly as often as i USED to. Why can't some people understand my previous post that i AM actually working on my new blog and it TAKES time. Its gonna take a MILLION times longer now all thanks to all the incessant complains that has totally slow down my brain process. I'm NOT joking. I'm not in the mood to anyway. Okay, that was meant for the mini batch of people with issues and i mean attitude-wise. On the other hand, im freaking apologetic for my inconsistency regarding my pathetic post, well, its not so bad when you take that as a side effect when up-grading is you-know, carried out. Bleaugh. I got some serious catching up to do, that doubles my workload, so now, its a million times a million and square that, what do you get? Ans : Infinite. Conclusion: I'm NEVER gonna get my new blog done.... :( sad , antagonizing, frustrating.
NOW THE POINT
Gosh, i realized how much of a paragragh i actually have to blabber before im satisfied. Haha. Now, let's get to the point shall we? 27th april, after P.E we returned class, all sticky and smelly, we totally reeked of perspiration. Air pollution problem, i wonder how the earth even survives... now im amused. Opps, sorry, i always get carried away from THE POINT, blame it on my hereditary that i have short-attention-span genes flowing in me. Haha. I decided to go to the canteen to reward myself with a cold beverage, than i see my companions alexy, val WHISPERING. I wonder what the heck were they whispering bout. I confirmed my suspicions at pizzahut. It was a sweet and yet, mysterious surprise. I love you guys. I knew from the start that they were gonna celebrate a SOMEONE birthday cause alexia kinda slipped a hint. Silly old hag. Kidding ! Finally, i was forced to go there as they wanted US to go there for our "last meal" before the mid-years. Okay, now my suspicion level was 99.9999%. It was SO obvious. Okay i went along with scheme, pretending that i was ignorant of their lame plan. I was nearing their "trap" and so we got a loser place at the very in of the totally crammed pizzahut. We waited for all our dishes to be served and finally, the plan was exposed. They sang me a out-of-pitch birthday song, damn, now i realized how much i want to record it. It was funny. I carried on PRETENDING until my name was SANG OUT. yay! I finally realized how many good friends i had made in nchs during my past 1 and almose half years. I was sppechless and utterly touched. <3>
THE DAY
Whatever. I had tution and i'm not the least bit happy. What kinda shitty birthday is this. All i ask is for a free-studious day. ARGH. Anyway, happy birthday to me. Im a despo. I got pictures! stay tune! 
My birthday cake! Yumyum... are you tempted?>:)
I got inspired while i was listening to hanakimi:D <3>
Stupid msn cut off some of the so-called important part of the picture. I got pissed and so thats why its NOW in my blog haha. Mosie, i rule THIS one:D.
*dream*@9:07 AM
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Thursday, February 15, 2007
Today is like the most humiliated day of my entire life... well. not exactly that humialiating but i was humiliated. I don't even know why the heck do i even care to post this, perhaps i just felt like it... so when i suicide and seriously die, this post may serve to be of big help, you know concrete evidence of my mysterious death, if i choose to die in the weirdest yet discreet way. yay i truely plan for my future. Anyway, that was partially the point of me posting. Besides, i haven't posted in ages, so it kinda feels refreshing knowing you guys actually read all my retarded posts. Quite a consolotion to my shitty state im suffering right now in the middle of my adolescent life.
Quite the intro huh? The cherry on top of my totally mashed sundae was what totally did my day. I hope no one ever figures out that, its suppose to be my code way of saying , something.:D Oh whatever, my objective is that i thought 2007 would totally turn out for the better but heck no, we got the worst of all retarded teacher, my principle is still breathing, my life is hell screwed. Had i ever been optimistic ? Well, bloody yes. When i got insulted by the freaking idiotic looking half-assed dude sitting beside me, i told myself its just him so obviously its just a worthless remark. That was totally nothing. Now after all the fake crap, you probably itch to hear the worst thing ever. Be prepared, cause its gonna be one helluva sore - eye material.
I was bloody pissed, some mother***ker broke my chair. It was not entirely broken till i just merely touch it. For godsake, breaking chairs is not such a glam thing to do, unless getting your fat ass nailed to the hard concrete ground seems promising to you , specifically that person should totally know. i aint metioning any names, or should i?
Whatever. Just having flashbacks of that incident just wanna make me kill him. He ought to die. 2F is just about the suckiest class ever, i can testify , in the whole nchs history, 2f sucks. So i did. :D Well, not saying without boys is exactly perfect but heck yeah, its way better. If i had a choice of disposing off 10 boys, the choices are obvious. Zi jie will be blacklisted the 1st ( for once). Haha. Its never too hard to imagine if we can just dispose away our source of problem. Sweet, totally.
Yeah... that'll be sooo damn cool. WHoops, got carried away with the idea of disposing the most annoying person ever existing in like the 21st century. Big time gay, Zi jie. Although he was kinda useful for our photostory project. Not bad, annoying people have interesting face features. Haha.
Anyway, thought about valentine, i did kinda receive a heck lot of goodies, shit, its hello cavities, and buhbye nice teeth-.-. okay, i kinda made that up. It sounds gross, but hey, not bad making up such ingenius qoutes. haha. I gave away the whole box of rocher , man do i feel the pain of staring at my rochers for like 3 days and only to give them away to some uncivilised people for free.... sigh... free loaders. Many abound.
Say bout my cca, we have to go for morning practices almost every single day, i don't seriously mind if we get extra cip hours out of it, you know, no benefits, don't even talk bout it:D So yeah, we co-operate, S.O is the best! I shall never forget the mini duet i had with isabelle, canon was the song. ALL i have to say was , awesome. Haha. jealous vivian??!
crap, gotta go school tomorrow ... almost forgotten, anyway, im gonna demolish this whole blog soon so still in the midst of creating my new blog.:D So long, and goodbye. Oh, the new blog won't be up till one month starting from now, even so, i'll try to speed up:D
*last post*
P.s matthew you suck, you think flicking any empty bottle at anyone is great revenge but no, it smarts. You are so dead.
*dream*@8:59 AM
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Friday, October 13, 2006
Greed: Very Low Gluttony: Low Wrath: Medium Sloth: Low Envy: Medium Lust: Very Low Pride: Medium
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com
THIS sucks but still/
*dream*@10:51 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
hi everyone!
okay. i gotta admit that was kind of casual,haha, i don't really often do that. Anyway, as soon as i got home after some fever-patriotic people chased me home, my fever shot up to a 39....
*sigh* All i could do was lie helplessly on my bed , doing nothing but spacing out. Nothing much you can do when you are fever- prone huh?
heehee. Today was the best day! ok.. that contradicts. I was in the sick bay for one whole period. ok i was weird. Although there was a bed beside me , i chose the pathetic wheel chair beside it, it was a hundred times much more comfy than the freaking stone-hard bed. Later came three musketeers, val, alexy and bao lin. well much much before was tiff bea n yingx2 , culprits who forced me into the sick bay. haha. thx guys, without ya help, i would not be able to skip chinese spellin:D
I couldn't even PRETEND sleepin in the sick bay... cuz two freakin retards went in soon after recess was over *according to val's watch:D* they were making such a friggin din out of maple story... the TABOO subject. Okay. now i seriously HATE maple to the core. It caused me one longgg unbearable headache.
Medicine was not what made me feel any better than ever, it was you guys!!! Special thanks to beatrice*patriotic freak*, vivi*ya jacket sure is cosy*, ying x 2*come on, im not that weak unlike you, suffer from brittle bone distortion.* tiff* the human stereo system*val, alexy, bao lin * three musketeers. Nada for you mosie. you din do nothing. heh.
So , in case you are wonderin what im doing , what a person down with flu can do, im sneezing my nose out every minute and then... sigh. thanks to you dear partner. *sarcastic* Well, crapped enough for tonight, gotta snooze soon. CYA!
p:s gd luck for thy cross-country run, hope those mozzies won't suck those blood outta you guys!
im too priviledged... gettin an mc just on THAT day!!! love me. buhbyebe every colour that you are, flu kills like it did to me
*dream*@8:32 AM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
woah. I just realized how long i've been slacking ever since my last post. Looks like i dont even deserve to even OWN a blog.
Finally, i can breathe normally for once. Breathe normally to curse those stupid music programmes i've been forced to participate recently. Well, its not like i hate music or anything, i just hate my cello. This time, NOT my cello, but the programmes i've been unwillingly pulled into because of it. argh.
Anyway, as i read my previous entry, i realized how busted it is. Well, its gonna be the same for this one too, busted as ever. Please donot ever DARE comment how retarded my entries are, cause everytime i post an entry, i realized all my brain cells are like busted on earth doing unprofitable and yet senseless stuff. Why cant we go around the world in eighty days in a hot air balloon knowing that tomorrow will be unpredictable on earth and that might just be ya ticket to heaven????
OKAY. Ignore that stupid senseless prattling of me. I'm so bored.....
Stoning in front of my computer is refreshing when you are totally idling your time away....
Anyway, the last of my brain cells which i will ever save for is for tonight's dream;D
Lame but you'll never know that dreams are the best animated fantasy you'll ever experience.
Now i wonder, why are there so many paragraphs .... ok i must be hallucinating again. i m so not stupid to had even done that. Opps, its gonna be bedtime soon, better round up.
Goodnight fellow singaporeans, buhbye! -_-"
*dream*@8:13 AM
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